Saturday, October 30, 2004
today... ish saturday!!
yay... holidays le...umm... got back my results yesterday.. it was great!! i got mostly As and Bs but i got D7 for maths... aww.. i must work harder... and i got 82 in level! If i was better by a lil bit... i could be in 3B! Eeeks! Seriously, i would prefer going to 3c instead of 3b... cos lesser stress.. hahax... anyway.. i "apologise" to yiwen yesterday... and cheryl say she very happy to receive my chocolates... hahax.. weird~
arh. i'll continue...
umm... we went to peiyun's house... and the 7 of us were like crazy playing games on xbox and playing da comp and the instruments.. peiyun, alyssa and keli was engrossed in xbox.. me, joyce and cheryl stuck to da comp... yiwen playing music instruments.. wah.. very very fun siah.. cheryl and joyce was the first to reach... also the first to leave... oh sumthing... i swear i dunno joyce is so crazy when playing comp de... lolx... she omost crazy le... when we playing the whack-a-staffmember on neopets... and insaniquarium.. lolx! i think peiyun's keyboard didnt spoil is miracle le... wahahahahahax =X and they helped me solved the lenny conundrum super hard de lei... pro siah!! you girls rock!! anw... after they left.. we went downstairs to play bball... altho i didnt play... hahax.. cos i went swimming wif laipao!! at the bedok swimming complex... umm... quite awkward de lei.. wear swimsuit... hahax... umm... we swam for abt 1hr... then we went to eat japanese food... the sumo house de.. their attitude quite sucks already...
next day -sat-
today... i damn pissed off... cos i found out JUN HACKED MY NEOPETS ACCOUNT AGAIN!!!
i really dun understand why he must do that lor... is like... i trust him so much... and he WAS my good friend... i really trusted the wrong person loh... trusting him is the worst thing i did in my life.. it's like the -countless- times... why... haix. i feel so so so backstabbed...
VERY BACKSTABBED!!!
why of all must it be the one whom i had trust the most? why??? that's not the worse. the worst one was when he tried to deny everything and put me off with some lame lies. i hate it. i will hate you forever... remember JUN NISHIKAWARA... I HATE YOU! TRUSTING YOU IS THE LAST THING I'D EVER DO IN MY LIFE AGAIN!!!
anyway some little infos... i had 400k in my bank before i was hacked.. and before that.. had 1mil when i was hacked and to think, i actually believed what that BASTARD said about the "ramptor hackers". i was too stupid. too kind. too soft hearted. he made use of me this way and dump me aside after all. i feel so regret. i regret knowing you. i gave you chances after and after times u hurt me (neopets, blah) but did u appreciate it? I seriously think u need to do a conscience test to see if u have any! To this day, i gave you so many chances that people disagree with me, yet i go on cos i cherished a hope that you will change. so? you didnt. i really am so disappointed. so what if you're in AHS? without the attitude, character and personality, even going into RI wont make u any better. If u think u are superior than most of your friend, think over. After all, you are the lone pitiful soul! Have you ever thought of all the things you did wrong to others and thought of changing? Have u ever think of repenting? Dun think so. My worst mistake ever is to know u and trust u so much.
now i know the feeling of being stabbed in da back by your best friend... the wound is so deep, it hurts so much.. the wound will never recover.. haix... i'm into a state of depression now... and only YOU, JUN, that can be blamed!!
I HATE YOU!!!!
I pity ZhiLin. YOUR FRIEND. Who was too, stabbed in the back by you. OMG. You sinned so much. Dun think of going to heaven cos i dun think even God will help... i bless you.
Thats all i have to say.
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