Wednesday, September 22, 2004
today, i lost my hp. but i dun feel sad, instead, angry. why didnt i jot down all my friend's number? why didnt i memorise mny gprs linkies? i regret. but i hate the one who stole my phone. i want my sim card, the phone, u want, you take... i'm gonna get a new phone soon anywyas... the old phone isnt worth much... so... nvm... lolx... i want my SIM card back!!!
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8:49 PM
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
darn it... today so damn... sianx.. and... very ap-ish!
as usual... everything is fine today... and ms quah didnt come today... then ms wong came to take over.. and gave us some worksheets to do loh... erms... i did and let ppl copy lah... then... i went over to qarihah's table becos eugene told me to, then back to my seat, then back to mine... blahs... lots loh... then... i went over to bernadette's there... and teach her do the chinese mah... then the ms wong kehkeh warn the class to soot me to shut up! Like duh, dun deprive ppl of their chance to study yea~ haax, hilarious abt tt one... then... it was history... i now loving the subjects i hate more... i love maths, history and... science!! hmm, maybe it's the subconcious mind that pushes me to do everything to win ppl lyk her, for hatred. i will prove i can be better... in fact... i am... but not the best... haax... i not bhb one... i know when to stop... kks, i shd stop... so... recess lahs... over le ish lifeskills loh... all is well... until after sch...
today got HC, so i, crystal , jolyn and lai pao took jolyn's mom car to ngee ann... then jasmine got to stay back for mathemometer then cant go... ai ya, then on the way... i felt a bit car sicky then i didnt talk.. dun think that means anything that i bs. then... at the nass canteen.. i bot some things and heard laipao calling some other girls big fat pig... then i turned over and say i know u not saying me ^^ then she rebuke as if i provoke her liddat... wad, ap? only u can say me isit... then i didn say anything... phew~ then okie okie calm down le... do compo test... and finished it... then after sch i was racing wif her ard the bus stop out of boredom.. quite chilkdish when i come to think of it.. lolx. then... we board the bus... blahs.. when she bend down to tie shoe lace, i put her ticket in her shirt just like what she used to do to me. then she got angry. like duh? ii wont angry de hor. nahs, ok abt tt... jokin only... WE know. then... i dunno wad i said... abt some secrets between friends thing... i accidentally blurted out that i got secret wif jolyn... then she want to know loh. then i say right. i say wanyi say she cannot trust one. its the truth wad, she say one, i didnt spread rumors like *SOMEBODY* did loh... yars... thats wad i said... then... she angry liao. i just said (i think) that it may affect my trust for her... cos wanyi know her so many years le... inonly know her for 1++ years... budden i stiu got trust her right? you said. "Some things are best left not to say". sorry, wrong phrasing, is "untold". lolx... anyways... yars. i can choose to say anot wad. since some things are best left untold. dots... nvm. then she left very buaysong-ingly lor. wad? my prob? i say dun want say de. then you want me say. say le like that. waht? my fault? dun say, my fault. say, my fault. then?? i watta do? if i lie, which i dun want to, will hurt u more isnt it? you think over... i dunno if i shd apologise for wad i said... or i shdn't... cos i merely speaking the truth that you want.. yea.
oh yahs, today saw her wif birdie. like back to those gd frens day wifout me of cos. maybe you can say thing is jealousy, but certainly not ENVY. i tot u said she's a piece of rotten bread? i tot u said u dun want friends who talk like so straightforward that hurt your feelings? i tot u siad u wld never forgive her, cos she is a direct copy of everyone and has no originality? now it comes to see that you are one too... as ppl say... "jin zhu zhe chi, jin mo zhe hei" hor... and "she shu yi wo"... meaning the same kind mix together... in case u dunno. then if u are... i personally find u a piece of rotten flipping bread that talks and speaks without going through your brain and always reverse what you say that you will do. at least birdie dun... or seldom. i dun really lyk her too... neither do you. i dun want your forgiveness... or maybe i do cos i dun want to see your idiotic eyes keep diaoing and diaoing. aiyah, why shd i care when its not my eyes.. lolx... erms... i will never be the same.. and... if u think people should treat yo better then the way you treat them... sorry, no. its not possible. like duh? u treat ppl lyk normal but u want ppl to treat u extra good? this world is selfish... no one will... if u think so, you're too naive... and too ignorant.
oh ya... i say why i dun lyk birdie,... cos i find tt she only come t me when she needs me... lyk doing homework for her. treat me lyk wad? but. there is one major prob in me. that is also my weakness. the thing is that i most often go back to the person who hurt me after a while, if they make the first move. i hate this, i want to change and i am. i left *THAT GIRL THAT SPREAD RUMORS ABT ME, BETRAYING MY TRUST FOR HER*. who is so obvious. i do talk to her, cos yah, we still friends, just tt we not so close.
"Life is never fair, so why bother?" thanks for telling me this shir... hehe... ^^
Yes, life is never fair, so why bother? live your life to the fullest... and throw away those irritating boring shits.
With tt i end today's post... whoo... a long one! i spent like 30mins to type! ahh, i'll be back to neopets, ciao, you pathetic humans.. including me... lolx...
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8:57 PM
Monday, September 20, 2004
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10:20 PM
Friday, September 17, 2004
Haiyo... today damn sway de!!!
hmm... after sch i first went to the tm wif paoz... eat loh... ate yoshinoya... $6.70!! *piangs* heart break le... hmm...then... we went walking around before we set off for heeren... we go thr oni take neoprints lei... then... go le... cso i dunno why got ap.. haax... then left lor... then i dunno laiapo not behind me... i just too angry... *>.<* then... after a while,... laipao call me and i go meet her and everything okie le... i was too hot headed... sorrie palz! erms... then.. we go cineleisure lor... hmm... thr we oni go to world of sports and more than words... more than words realli got alot of nice stuffs! and... reasonably cheap too! then i bot a d-i-y de bracelet and make for laipao lo... cos... i bo laio... haax... jk... erms... then we headed to world of sports... their membership oni $38 a year! Then you get loads like bsktbl... blahs... and 15% discount! i'm thinkin of getting it already! hahax... but i dun normally go world of sports de lei... haiyo... nvm... when i need then borrow from laipao... hehex... =P
everything is fine... all is well until we went to the big book shop... first... we brought drinks to the shop... then one bloddy blue shirt auntie call us to get us and finish before we enter. wad kind of attitude is this? nvm, i went out, finished my drinks and came back. then, i go look for 2 aqualip pens. then that fk idiot aunty keep looking at me wherever i go, as if i will steal the pens. nevermind about that, cos its natural since they too poor to affors security cameras then they resort to this. ehhs? how come they only see people like us students? why dun go keep a lookout for others? ooh, because they discriminate us and think we look poor so we want to steal .like duh~ no wonder they no customers, cant blame it, they shd be grateful i actually went there instead of my fav popular or kinokuniya ok. uh huh, back to the point. i walk where, she geh geh walk along and see wad i trying to do or what i am holding, is the two pens or not. like duh? if i want steal i wont steal those cheap cheap de loh. must at least $3 right?? Then the worst worst worst part is when laipao help me put back those pens cos i dun wish to buy le hor... that argh...
#$@%^&*#$ auntie say to her other kaypos "eh, return already!" of cos not in english, as if they know? in hokkien larh duh, she not educated de. i think who hear this also be very angry de loh. needless to say we stomp out of the shop and curse it loh... argh~!!! i stiu so angry!!! argh!!!
thats the swayest for today... haax... not too bad i guess... but very very very bad for me!!! so angry!!! discriminate us? think i steal? wait till one day... you'll get your revenge man... a bad noe... beware of what you see under your bed man... i'll be there...
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8:11 PM
Thursday, September 09, 2004
whee... i realised i havent posted in a while already!! Aah... i lazy to go blog... cos nid do the english journal... then... everything write inside le... hmm... holiday so sianz.. now the wan quan yu le showing ppl hw to do the wilber pan wu ha dance steps... wonder if that wen got watch? she must be so high... haaz. haiz. so sad. die le... i got serious moodswing le... sumtimes happi then i mmediately sad de... haax...
umm... i almost finish my hmwk le... yay~ later do with laipao... heex...
hmm... so sianz!! i made a poem abt the time me and the xXx quarrel... ppl say quite nice... but i think... the last poem i made abt i and laipao quarrel de better... haiz... i post it here later... i go edit it first.. hmm... hope my internet faster okie... haax... end here first... buaiz...
20 days countdown to LaiPao birthday... =^ 02.10 ^=
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8:11 AM
Thursday, September 02, 2004
hmm... i still using thte library comp... cos i cant use my dad comp le... think he know already... hee... i guilty liao... but... in the holidays then use loh... haaz... erm... today is okie... just that it rained... hmm...
yay! yesterday my birthday! went out to celebrate with ziqi and jun... hehe... at heerens, cine and bugis... quite fun... except that we like weird weird de lei... hmm... maybe just cant get use to the way jun is ard... haaz... qiqi is still as cute as usual!! took like so many neoprints... glad that i still haf ziqi ard despite losing that loser friend of mine... she know who she is la... erm... despite laipao cant accompany me... but she will come next time... she say de... heez... erm... despite lots of ppl cant come... i dun mind!! i realli happi i haf them by my side... hee... thanks palz... ^*^
oh ya... talking abt birthday... ystdy so fun... shopping all day long... bot onli a pmk tshirt... but i going to buy another one tmr... hee... erm... is black colour de... just like pmk shirts!! hee... erm... hmm... the prezzies ppl gave me i veri happi wif them... lyk them so much!! Hmm... jojolyn give me fe-ra-ro ro-shay and a lil friendship poster... so sweet!! thanks mei~ crystal gave me a pair of "vintage" flower earrings... love it!! thanks sis!! muaks~ jun gave me a soap set and ayumi sticker and a horror bearbrick... love it too!! thanks ah!! heex~ qiqi gave me a gloomy bear wallet and blue dog compass keychain... thanks jie!! muackies!!!~ malcolm gave me birthday card... hee... thanks too!! hehe~ and... who else ah... mummy gave me $80 and dad gave $20... who else?? contact me if i didnt put ur name here yea? thanks all!!!
hmm... shir say "soak in water" going to treat her movie... me lei?? i dunno shd go not.. i dun want to be a big big lampost... haax... jk la... erm...i dunno loh... soak in water got veri nice eyes. haax. i thinkin too much le... oops!! hehe... movies movies movies. i so long nvr go watch le... hmm... ah!! Ah gongie shaun tan going to treat... watch "face"... hmm... got ulterior motives not? i not sure... last time the yiwen say he want girls to watch horrors with him cos he tink when we scared can clutch him... haax... i watch horrors wont scared de... even if i am... i just look normal... i dont show it... haax... i got psycological prob ba... heex... i dunno larh~
hmm... that's abt all ive gotta say today... tuesday is normal... so.. ending here!! bye all!!
30 days countdown to my bestbud eva~ LaiPao's bday... =^ 02.10 ^=
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4:56 PM