Friday, November 19, 2004
Ahh. I havent been posting for days~ cos i'm recently into making blogskins =) request is still open, or until i get busy with it.. heh heh... this is my fave skin!!
this one...
http://www.blogskins.com/info.php?sid=24056
i made it with a strawberrie theme... and i actually find this kinda layout nice =) hmm, if anyone wants to request for a skin... just let ya all know first... it'll be in this order!! Cos i've been making a mess of my other skins.. hehe..Dahh... enough of blogskins...
hmm... yestrday, went to watch the forgotten with laipaOx.. quite nice lei... but the story jump here jump there de... lp say its gotta do with motherly love, how motherly love conquers all, and saves her son from the experiment..Ok.. i'll post the story here... if i got time yah... hehe..
.-The Forgotten-Telly (the mother) had lost her son in a plane accident 14months ago... and she was missing her son so much, and she calle for a psychatrist to help her ease the "pain" of missing the son... one day... when she wanted to look at her son's belongings... she found that he's pictures were gone, everything of him was erased off from people's mind, no one remembers who Sam (the son) is, and he's like disappered into thin air. Telly doesnt give up, and looked for Ash Cowell, a father who had lost her daughter in the same plane crash. But he does not remember he has a daughter. He's memory of his daughter was erased. Telly tries very hard to tell him who she were, he's daughter's name... blah. and one day, she succeeded and he remembered her. They knew the plane crash wasnt as simple as they thought... and they went in to investigate. It turned out that a group of people are conducting an experiment to see if there is a connection tissue between a parent with their children, and unfortunately telly's son and the group was chosen. The mysterious man tried to erase telly's memories off his son, sam but did not make it, and she remembers every single thing about his son, and it is the end of the experiment. Their children came back, and everything returned to normal.
Can say that Telly saved the world lah...hehe...ahh. tired le.. back to making blogskins~~cya all..
IM me for a request yah? or thru msn. not email okie... cos i seldom check mi mails. =P
bye all!!
<`bl0ggiN at-
2:51 PM
-supposed to b blogged on 6th Nov... Paisei all..-haix.. sai siahx... mi IDIOTIC mother go wipe the keyboard then press "F5"... then wad i've typed disappered lor... i realli damn pissed off le lor!! the whole mood to go taiwan totally destroyed!!anyway, lemme RETYPE.umm, its mi first time going to taiwan... wonder wad it wil be like thr? hmm... *wonders*... hahax.,.. alot of mi friends want to go taiwan... os they want to see wad she lah, 5566 lah... kOne... hahax... i go thr shopping one... lolx... mi mom only gave me $200... plus the pathetic $10 i have... i only have $210. Like duh?? Wad can i buy with that little amount of money siahx... hmm... nvm... i havent been posting for like.. 5 days le... and i wont be posting for another... 8 days while i'm in taiwan? unless the hotel got comp lah... hahax... lemme see... i'll review wad i've done for da past few days lor... hahax... then can keep track of wad i have been doing.. in case dah SCHOOL come and check.. hahx... lolx..anywyas... lets see. I forgot wad i did on tuesday and monday.... so i'll skip them? hahax... da muddlehead me =)
wednesday. i went to laipaos house and help her tidy up her *new* bedroom.. hehe... it was in a mess before i went there.. and i can say lah.. after i go... with da help of laipao herself... the room was neater... and i begin to feel very "maria' le... as in.. her maid lor!! hahax... like everytime go thr is help her tidy up things lah, help her do house work... lolx... haix... i dun want to be maria!! i wanna be pinkguin... lolx... =)
thursday. lek ning came to mi house to make cakes... but it turned out to be muffins =p hehex... but it turned out better then wad i tot... good enough le!! hahax... we started out with cheesecakes... but after a while in da toaster.. it seemed weird.. then we proceeded on to making chocolate cake.. and guess wad? it turned out really great and nice!! just tt a litle more chocolate chips would taste better!! hmm... i let mi family tried,... and the whole plate was gone. o.0 and let laipao try... she say not very nice... but not bad too... haix. oways give this kind of non-constructive comments... hahax... jk lah... erm... mi fruit of labour of cos nice lah... hahax... i seldom do this kind of things one lei... lolx... =X wahahahx =X
friday. that is yesterday.. laipao supposed to come to mi house de... but she go to tampines mall with her friend hazel until forget the time.. hahax... me so sad... =( but nevermind... since i had so much fun playing the comp the whole day! hehex... hmm.
today!! i oke up at ard 7+... quite early.. cos i slept at 12+ last night~!! too excited le lah... hahax.. hmm..then i went to eat breakfast with mi mom and bro at the block 829 thr... the vegetarian food there really ish great lor.. mi reccommendation!! hahax...umm... think tts about it... i gtg le... leaving to da airport soon le.. buaix all... =)
will mish all of eu`u !!
[[*2E rOx a`nd wiLL aUwaeS bE...*]]
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`mish ya aU =)
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2:48 PM
Monday, November 01, 2004
phew. that backstabbing idiot got outta mi life le. mission accomplished, pissed him off and he got his -part of- retribution!! wahahahax =X
as i said. i win!! u lose!! weehee~
My fave song... lolx..
__``*. diSgUiSe .*``__
Have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside
You will never measure up, to those people you
Must be strong, can't show them that you're weak
Have you ever told someone something
That's far from the truth
Let them know that you're okay
Just to make them stop
All the wondering, and questions they may have
I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with youStill we don't know what's yet to come
Have you ever seen your face,In a mirror there's a smile
But inside you're just a mess,You feel far from good
Need to hide, 'cos they'd never understand
Have you ever had this wish, of being
Somewhere else
To let go of your disguise, all your worries too
And from that moment, then you see things clear.
wun blog much today.. will blog tmr.. lolx... cya all!
<`bl0ggiN at-
10:09 PM
Saturday, October 30, 2004
today... ish saturday!!
yay... holidays le...umm... got back my results yesterday.. it was great!! i got mostly As and Bs but i got D7 for maths... aww.. i must work harder... and i got 82 in level! If i was better by a lil bit... i could be in 3B! Eeeks! Seriously, i would prefer going to 3c instead of 3b... cos lesser stress.. hahax... anyway.. i "apologise" to yiwen yesterday... and cheryl say she very happy to receive my chocolates... hahax.. weird~
arh. i'll continue...
umm... we went to peiyun's house... and the 7 of us were like crazy playing games on xbox and playing da comp and the instruments.. peiyun, alyssa and keli was engrossed in xbox.. me, joyce and cheryl stuck to da comp... yiwen playing music instruments.. wah.. very very fun siah.. cheryl and joyce was the first to reach... also the first to leave... oh sumthing... i swear i dunno joyce is so crazy when playing comp de... lolx... she omost crazy le... when we playing the whack-a-staffmember on neopets... and insaniquarium.. lolx! i think peiyun's keyboard didnt spoil is miracle le... wahahahahahax =X and they helped me solved the lenny conundrum super hard de lei... pro siah!! you girls rock!! anw... after they left.. we went downstairs to play bball... altho i didnt play... hahax.. cos i went swimming wif laipao!! at the bedok swimming complex... umm... quite awkward de lei.. wear swimsuit... hahax... umm... we swam for abt 1hr... then we went to eat japanese food... the sumo house de.. their attitude quite sucks already...
next day -sat-
today... i damn pissed off... cos i found out JUN HACKED MY NEOPETS ACCOUNT AGAIN!!!
i really dun understand why he must do that lor... is like... i trust him so much... and he WAS my good friend... i really trusted the wrong person loh... trusting him is the worst thing i did in my life.. it's like the -countless- times... why... haix. i feel so so so backstabbed...
VERY BACKSTABBED!!!
why of all must it be the one whom i had trust the most? why??? that's not the worse. the worst one was when he tried to deny everything and put me off with some lame lies. i hate it. i will hate you forever... remember JUN NISHIKAWARA... I HATE YOU! TRUSTING YOU IS THE LAST THING I'D EVER DO IN MY LIFE AGAIN!!!
anyway some little infos... i had 400k in my bank before i was hacked.. and before that.. had 1mil when i was hacked and to think, i actually believed what that BASTARD said about the "ramptor hackers". i was too stupid. too kind. too soft hearted. he made use of me this way and dump me aside after all. i feel so regret. i regret knowing you. i gave you chances after and after times u hurt me (neopets, blah) but did u appreciate it? I seriously think u need to do a conscience test to see if u have any! To this day, i gave you so many chances that people disagree with me, yet i go on cos i cherished a hope that you will change. so? you didnt. i really am so disappointed. so what if you're in AHS? without the attitude, character and personality, even going into RI wont make u any better. If u think u are superior than most of your friend, think over. After all, you are the lone pitiful soul! Have you ever thought of all the things you did wrong to others and thought of changing? Have u ever think of repenting? Dun think so. My worst mistake ever is to know u and trust u so much.
now i know the feeling of being stabbed in da back by your best friend... the wound is so deep, it hurts so much.. the wound will never recover.. haix... i'm into a state of depression now... and only YOU, JUN, that can be blamed!!
I HATE YOU!!!!
I pity ZhiLin. YOUR FRIEND. Who was too, stabbed in the back by you. OMG. You sinned so much. Dun think of going to heaven cos i dun think even God will help... i bless you.
Thats all i have to say.
<`bl0ggiN at-
9:35 AM
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
today ish so sianx!! Almost nothing to do de siahx.. cos da whole day we did only 3 activities.. first was a skin care confidence talk.. follwed by team-building activities.. then finally.. sexuality education.. but after school was so fun!!
Umm... in da morning rain.. so we had our assembly in the classrooms... -still no lights yet- yahh.. hot and stuffy.. umm... quite sianx... then luckily we can proceed to the hall.. or else stuffed to death siahx.. umm.. the skin care talk is as usual by clearasil.. then it's super dooper sians one.. cos i think we attended a talk like that before.. next was recess.. thereafter we had our teambuilding activities.. we were grouped in numbers.. that is .. no 1.. 2.. 3.. blahs.. i am in group 5.. quite sianx one lei.. then.. i was grouped wif sway-ingly thomas lah, he despise me. i know that. so i shun away from him... i hate SNOBBISH people like him!! argh.. school sucks. its hell. then its sexuality education lah.. mostly abt abortion de lah.. they showed us a video on how the baby was aborted and the results. arh. it made an impact in me. that is..
if u have unprotected sex and ish pregnant, never attempt abortion cos pregnancy is a 'satisfying' process...
hahax. sounds ridiculous hor.. lolx.. the baby very cham siahx, haix, luckily my mom didnt abort me. =( i feel so sad abt the babies.. oh ya.. videos... i rmb-ed abt a video we watch about sharks.. they very poor thing!! Luckily i dont really like shark's fin... the video really made a huge impact on me too.. and i try very hard to do this... that is stop eating fishes. "Cos when's there's no buying, the killing stops too." The way people catch fishes are simply inhumane. Sumtimes they even use a hook. OMG. Fish can feel pain you know.. in fact they feel it about the same level as us. Like feeling a hook that is hooked through their 'mouths' are like piercing your lips. Ouch. I'll try that... cos i know it really hurts.. i'd really wish to pierce one hole in my for every fish i ate... cos it's countable!! I didnt like fish in the beginning.. but! I will haf countless holes in me siah. I'll be a 'hole-y' gurl lei.. eww. nevermind about that~ back to the babies.. aww, so sad, i would NEVER abort an innocent live becos of my own selfish innocent act.
Afterr sex education we were released.. but i went out wif joanna!!
We went around tampines mall.. and we bought so many things!! Bot so many earrings siah.. thr goes my money to return laipao... hahax.. sorrie yah... if u see this.. =P i gave in to temptations... hahax... oops.. its late.. i tired le... gtg le.. i type so little.. tmr then write.. =P
buaix all!!
<`bl0ggiN at-
9:12 PM
Sunday, October 24, 2004
-yawns- today's a lazy sunday morning... and tmr dun have to go sch cos got promotion exercise... hehe... well... today my papa went fishing... so i can blog and talk and online practically the whole day!! Yay~
I'll start with yesterday... i didnt go online yesterday... cos i felt very very tired after a day of shopping!! Yay!! Let me talk about it oh... umm... yesterday i met my mum and we went shoppping for my clothes... at bugis... cos i need at least 8 pieces of clothing for the taiwan trip... and i only had like... 5, so i went out to get another 3... but eventually i bot like... 5-6!! I am so darn happy!! But i think my mom ish so sad... cos she spent a huge bomb on my stuffs~ hahax!!
anyway... i bot a huge pile of clothings... first i went to New World Order... actually want to buy polo one... but i decided not to be a copier by buying the exact one as the one laipao wanted to buy.. so i bot a tee instead, cos i am so used to wearing tees! It's called the 'newbie' tee, that stands for the new age barbie. kewl eh? hahax... it's like, pink in colour lah... next... i went to pmk... to buy the tees i like.. i always wear pmk... but i hope i an change lah, dun oways pmk, pmk... i bot a doggie tee, wif a " you took my heart away" caption... black in colour... quite nice lah~ i like it so much! I think there was a design like that in the past lah... but they sort of stop producing it le... nvm~ next next, we went to the face creatix shop.. and i swearm, the sales person their is so friendly! She was like talking wif my mom when i was trying on the shirt... i like those that are chatty rather that quiet lah, cos chatty-ness livens up the atmosphere so it wont be so paisei mah... i will choose my clothings there from now on!! I really like one of their upcoming designs and it's so unique. Hope i'm the first to get it in my clique of friends so no one will say i copy them!! Hahax, weird sense of thinking! After that... i left le... cos my mom was so bored and tired with the shopping stuffs.. and we went to the Guan Im temple lah, we just offered the incense and left... cos my mom didnt buy any praying stuffs... we went to og shortly after.. and we tried on some skirts.. and guess wad?? out of 3 pieces that we tried on, 2 pieces had their buttons popped off!! hahax, actually not we pop de lah... ish itself pop out de... cos the thing to secure the button too loose le... =P after that.. we went back to tampines... to tm!!
I hovered near the hang ten shop to hint my mom sumthing and she got it! She bot me two polo tees, and i liked them quite alot, compared to giodano's polo that are weird looking and expensive~ i bot a black and pink one.. my favourite colours! and then i left le... quite tired out of the shopping business, and we went home straight... come to think of it, i bot...
- a pMK tee
- an NWO tee
- a Face tee
- a black polo from ht
- and a pink polo from ht too
wow, like 5 shirts? i was overjoyed lah... and i was so over-contented wif it =)
umm, thats yesterday!! so... things about today... i'll post later tonight! Cos i'll never know what might happen next... =)
tata! that's it!! buaix all~
~ c O u n T d O w N s ~
=^281004^= Jolyn's burfday~ f o u r m o r e d a y s
=^301004^= Crystal's burfday~ s i x m o r e d a y s
=^301004^= Begin of holidays~ s i x m o r e d a y s *new*
=^061104^= Taiwan trip~ t w e l v e m o r e d a y s
- p i n k g u i n x u e -
<`bl0ggiN at-
11:00 AM
Friday, October 22, 2004
c o u n t d o w n s t o i m p t e v e n t s
=^281004^= Jo's bUrfDaE~ 6 days countdown!
=^301004^= cRysTaL's bUrfDaE~ 8 days countdown!
=061104^= Taiwan trip... 14 days countdown!
d a h , t h a t ' s i t !
<`bl0ggiN at-
8:24 PM
today was like so suck lor... everything was fine actually.. but i had a huge turmoil inside me theat didnt seem to lessen a tiny bit... gaah. All about her again. This brat here huh... really make my blood begin to boil want lor. Such a mood spoiler siahs~ nvm~ i say it out all here~ lets call her op, stands for orange princess, that she like to call herself. I RESPECT that.
umm... everything was fine actually... i find it fine~ lolx... erm... it's like this.. yesterday... OP moodswings lor, then she cry in class... she didnt say why, but peiyun say ish becos of KeLi... hahas... dun say i oso noe... she cry becos she "angry" keli oways go out wif me and hang ard wif me... and didnt go wif her instead... like... duh? Anw, when it's playtime, i group wif some other people to play murderer mah... then i very happy... and she was alone. keli ish involved in this game and she oso very happy. We forgot her, cos who want to rmb? Lolx... erm... then suddenly she cry lor. hahax, see we so happi then she so pathetic then jealous isit? i dunno seriously, i did nothing wrong siah... nvm~ not my fault anyways~ i'm so free, so happi!! not for that she cry, for the fact that it's holidays soon!!
Dah, that was yesterday's stuffs... today... for better??
I'll start wif the morning de... umm, today she come in to school just walk straight, didnt bother keli or peiyun, siah lah, unfair to them lei. but not me lah, so doesnt matter?? lolx~ erm, when she enter she didnt look at the group at all.. the groups meaning the groups of people talking and laughing together... that's it lah, then... we verified our marks le... i quite happy, cos i improved quite a bit, overall class position increased in 1 or 2 positions... that leaves me wif and aggregate of 65.2 -or- 62.5~ i too happi le... didnt hear clearly... i was so shocked to hear my name lor!! i tot i will be at abt 12-15 de lei.. hahax... then i am so so so happi!! But after a while not so le lah... cos... come to think of it... whr will i stand wif an aggregate of 62.5? I should be happi if i could get in to the top 120. That is, the top half of the level. Quite okie lah, yea?? Cheryl got 2nd in level, meaning Anil 1st, and crystal didnt get in lei.. aww... crystal.. its okie!! Work harder can le!!
Anyway... that is during the verifications of marks lah, next ish english, and that we played boggle! I grouped with Joanna, Joyce, Pamela and KeLi, but we only got 2 marks! Ahh!! Quite cham siahx... but it was a truely fun game lah, and Valerie's group got first! During recess, i just got down to give jia lin sumthing then i left... back to class to play heartattack!! So fun!! Everyone was like screaming lor.. hahax!! So so so fun... umm... then it was science lah, not much things that we did, we just messed around and played bingo! Quite lame, then during literature we played murderer again!! But this time round... a little thing happened... kaiwen and nicholas plugged scissors into the switch and they on the power, causing the eliectric to trip.. gaah, but i dun blame them lah, makes no differences anyways~ oh ya, while we were playing, i facing op mah, then i pretended to not see her, cos i think seeing is worse and seeing her ill ruin my day, then she lie down on the table... to sleep. nothing to do sleep lor. right?? anyways, then jonathan and eugene came over to talk and laugh around lah. Then they saw op sleeping and want to wake her up, who knows she siao le scold them... actually ish me i oso will de lah.. hahax... not so cham nia lah~ then they kena scolded lor, i just laughed over it, for her childish act. I went on then i saw her crying again. Hahax, must be saw us so happy again and she so pathetic. Lolx!! Then not quite alot of people know.. only wan yi go and comfort her... hahax... only one person... and... sharanya!! not much help lah.. cos she wont want people to disturb her when she cry, she last tym say de... then she go toilet, come back the same le. moodswing siah. scary. but i not scared, why shd i lor, i not related to her in anyway... strangers lah. "Strangers are friends we haven't met." then i choose not to meet her at all.
About her siah, i really nothing to say le. Umm, i think she hates me more for being more and more... erm... more good aiya, popular wif "her" friends, like, Ke li. Oh ya, and recently she not so into ke li le... now going on to cheryl, like the time i was wif her and ke li and i tried to be closer wif ke li. Then if she want to "snatch" ah, i will use wad she say to me to say back. "Afterall, is i know _name of person_ one lor," right? lolx!! Then... after school i actually go out wif keli de... then she lah, so loser attitude, in chinese we say "ying ying" call keli to go with her, keli no way haf to go lor. Actually i quite already predicted it when keli say"i go and pacify her and shrug her off first, if i dun suceed then i go with her okie?" that she will not go out wif me le, ish like, she scared of op's siao-ness, then my tame-ness. lols. quite true lor.
Then i went to play bball for a while wif peiyun, alyssa and shir!! So fun, altho i only got in one goal in like 30mins!! Ahh, 1 pointers still siahx... then we went to peiyun's house!! And watched exorsist...!! quite scary seh, the little girl keep spitting out green goo, then ish like eww... hehe.. and alyssa quite afraid to watch it... a side of alyssa i didnt see! Hahax... oh well~ We did quit alot of things at peiyun's house lah... but i lazy to type... since i typed so much!!
I think i gonna end here le... i typed for 1 hour le!! Stiu owe alot of people testimonials... i'm off to write them!! those who i owe and didnt receive... you will receive it shortly!! sorrie yah~
s i g n i n g o f f
anyone heard the thunder? i heard one near 10:06pm when i typed this. cool!!
-- g o n e --
p i n k g U i n x U e w a s h e r e o n 2 2 o c t 2 0 0 4 .
w a d d l e d b a c k t o a r c t i c o n 1 0 : 1 0 p m !
b y e a l l . . .
<`bl0ggiN at-
8:24 PM
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
Oops.. i forget to countdown... anyways here it is...
=^281004^= Jo's bUrfDaE~ 9 days countdown!
=^301004^= cRysTaL's bUrfDaE~ 11 days countdown!
=061104^= Taiwan trip... 18 days countdown!
<`bl0ggiN at-
3:57 PM
*yawns* long time since i blogged!! hmm... school dunno why give us so many days "off".. from like last wed until now... today to be exact... so sianx!! looking forward to go school tmr!! yay~ cos we getting back the results le... hmm... quite nervous lei.
argh. today so sianx. didnt go out... actually want to go out wif laipao de... but... i cancelled it lah... suddenly decided to stay home and play comp the whole day... hee... well... quite okay la... i was on since 9+ am... until now... like 7 hours already?? Wow... lolx... hmm... everything has been so sianx today... i keep writing testimonials today... and clear off those that i owe... hee... then... hope people wont ask for more!! Cos i really dread testi lah... dunno wad to write... hehe... hmm... but if u want me to write oso okies lah.. i wont grumble... =)
hmm. Yesterday watched Ouija Board with LaiPao at the tampines gv... quite nice lah.. and grievious too. the mother and daughter so cham... haix... i pity them... =( The story is like this... a girl from Seoul, Yoo Jin was allocated to this country high school.. and people thr dun really welcome strangers... so she was bullied buy some girls... then she hated them and casted a "bushinsaba" curse on them, but she was not allowed to open her eyes during the "ceremony".. and if she do, the ghost will possess her... Yah, Yoo Jin opened her eyes and was possed by the Spirit, the spirit of Kim In Sook. The girls on the list of names cursed died one after each other... and they died in a horrific manner- heads being covered with plastic bags then burnt... just like the way In Sook died. After the four girls died, In Sook refused to leave Yoo Jin's body and kept pestering her for she wanted Yoo Jin to do something for her. She wanted to be a human again, to be reborned. To let In Sook leave Yoo Jin's body, they must first find out how In Sook died. Through a medium, they found out that In Sook and her mother, Chun Hee move to the village 30 years ago. There was a problem probing the villagers as Chun Hee never seemed to leave the house. It turned out that In Sook was blind and Chun Hee had to stay home to be her "seeing-eye". In order to allow them to continue staying in the village, Men in the village used Chun Hee's body as an exchange- by raping her, they will be able to stay there. One day, In Sook was bullied by her classmates as a blind person and they offended her. She strangled one of the girls and they decided to take revenge. They confronted In Sook one night and decided to burn her to death. Coincidentally, Chun Hee's house was also in fire. She had to stay at home to allow her daughter to see. She had to stay in despite the fire rampaging through her house to rescue her daughter. Unfortunately, In Sook's head was covered by a black plastic bag and then the bag was set on fire, and In Sook's head is on fire, and she was kicked down the hill. Seeing that her daughter was dead, Chun Hee stepped out of the house devastatedly, cursing the villagers, and telling them to remember what they did that day. Then she was consumed by the flames. This was how In Sook and Chun Hee was killed and they were still "living" in the school, waiting for revenge.... Then subsequently she killed all the people who killed her... And the art teacher Ms Lee who she possessed gave birth to a daughter for her, whose In Sook's Spirit still live within..
Scary eh? Haiya, hear me say not scary one lah, watch then will scary... the sound effects real good seh, cos you dun see listen will scared le.. lolx! I do lah, i scared. lolx~ i think i write alot le... will end here... gtg liao... cya all.
<`bl0ggiN at-
3:09 PM