Saturday, August 28, 2004
today is saturday. morning 9.25am... going to meet keli in the library in a short while... hmm... so tired... slept at like 11+ yesterday and i woke up so early today... haax... need more sleep... oh well... i get my chance to use the comp when dad's not ard... heex... just went to friendster and etc... and not forgetting neopets~
*yawn* quite surprising to see i got one person missing from my the friends list thr... too many le... cant bothered to see is who... if i am not wrong... shd be her ba... see... i think im right... i go check it lata... and saw like she oso deleted kailing... hahax... now see who more ruthles le... ish ruthlessguin or whoever...? haa. so obvious. guess she really hate us lots. like she did no wrong?she did, of cos she did.
Miss Quah said... "Zi yi wei shi jiu shi shi ba de di yi bu." meaning, being proud of oneself or always thinking that one is always right is the first step to failure. if this is true, i think she is destinied to be a failure. yup, this is my view to this matter. also... ms quah say that "dont so unto others what you dont want others to do unto you." i believe this strongly. i treat others the way i want people to treat me... so... i learn to take things better in my stride... yup. i want to change. for the better. another pharse quotted from friuts basket... "I would rather trust people than to suspect them... this way... everyone will trust you too... never let yourself suspect people... cos you might be wrong..." or sumthing like that... im trying to be this... but i dun want to be what people want me to be... i am me... ya... i hope i can attain to the "highest level" la... not getting angry over things people will normally get angry wif... whoot.. so hard to achieve... if anyone can.. i doubt its human... maybe... ???
so...yesterday went bukit chandu wif the sch ppl... quite fun... except that i got motion sickness for the first part of the journey... luckily got shir beside me... teach me how to like... erm... get rid of it... phew.. hee... thanks gurl~ talked abt lots of things... from the trip... to her... blahx. heard that she also get angry when her bestest fren currently pang seh her... hahax. that goes to see how biased she is loh... maybe like me... last time got kailing and yiwen i treat yiwen better... i made the wrong decision... i shd be fair... so now i am... i learning to be better person... get rid of low self esteem, get rid of all my past memories, welcoming new friends and a new life. wow. sounds gd isnt it? i hope it is loh... hahax. wah... i wrote so much... but there's still lots that's troubling me... too much.. anywayz... i try to forget abt it... to welcome my new life... after my birthday this year...
countdown to my birthday~ 4 more days!! =^*01.09*^=
byex all!
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