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da Precious Moments... aUwaes on [ mi`ie ] miind... `` ^" +
fWenx fOr [ lyfe ] alriites`s? lOve Ya aU.. =)`` ^"
takkirEx loads.. `` ^"
[mMe]]*
`xueEr -aka- piNkgUiNcEsSs
`first'september'nineteen-ninety
`fourteen.
`love penguins, my neopets account, accompany of my dear friends, writing letters to them, write - spam - test for mi friends, hang out wif qi, jhui, mu and pAox.. making chocolate muffins, listen to others pouring their worries and stuffs to miie... lots more... =P
`miie hates people betraying miie trust for them, backstabbing me when i really treat them well, accuse me of doing sumthing i didnt, "force" me to chat/call dem... when i say "no" means "no" loh.. so stop pestering me.. thats it...
`miie ish spiffeh =X
`wishies:
  • Go to 3c instead of 3b!
  • To go kbox again =)
  • Earn my neopoints back..
  • To get a new digicam/phone.. S700i
  • To go to taiwan this year!
  • Clear my *debts*
  • Kill birdie chiam.. lolx..
  • my comp to be okie...



Friday, August 20, 2004
today so gloomy... rain. big rain.

i bo liao then go do a self esteem test... not realli surprised by my self esteem test results...

This likely comes as no surprise to you, but you have relatively low self-esteem. Your answers on the test showed a lot of doubt about your own abilities, lack of self-love and some attitudes and beliefs that are contributing to your confidence problem.

see, so low. i 33% nia lei... btw... if u wan go see... the add is www.queendom.com loh...

recently so troubled... of cos is quarrel wif that brat yiwen loh... i dunno wads her problem man... haix. it all began like this... on tues... i go tm wif her and joanna and keli... then.. when walking thru the east link mall... we saw a stall selling the so called pirated cds, its so obvious but she think she is right so she keep saying it is not pirated, just cheap cos it didnt go thru trade... wow. can this be true at all? nvm, htnn... we went tm loh... i and joanna in ice lemon tee shop mah... then i didnt know they outside wiating for us loh... but eventually saw her, wondering if we shd alert her, then, joanna went over abit and say oh they saw us le. i dunno true not de loh. then when we walk down the escalator then saw them looking for us. of cos i waved la, dun want fool them, then this brat came down the escalator and give the sia lan face. duh loh. obviously buay song de right... then accuse me say i give buay song face. who give first de lor. if u reading this then use your brain and think can not. you are not always right de lor. and you are no wadsoeva princess ok. oh, okie, ignorant princesss that will be. argh. then we left le.

that's not all... stiu haf...

then these few days the brat gave me this cold shoulder. eh, hello? i tried to savage the friendship le loh. u dun appreciate it. fine. i tried to tell u the i weekly got 2 not very nice energy pic. i tried to lend u money when u need. and all i get was? nothing. i already gave my best. accept it or not it is your choice. if u think u want to give up the friendship i have no qualms abt holding it back since i dun find any point that i shd. cos we SURE not in the same class next year de la, ask other people oso know loh. so by then, we'll be hi & bye friends and u got yr new friends, u "pao qi" me la... blah. i know de loh. so, wadeva. i hate her for the time being. i just cant stand her face. geddit...?

argh. saying all this makes my blood boil!! tink i stop here... before i go beserk... in the meantime i take more test see see... hee... i post the results here in a short while...


<`bl0ggiN at-
3:26 PM




itz our lif e together.. if dere's no
forever , dere's eternity. i lorve uu..


friends come nn go easi ly but
they oft en leave their precious
foot pri nt behind ..

``[[ fOr au da wonderfuL peeps at 2E` 2004... ]]``

umm... miie mish eu`u aU sOo muCh..
feel so sad tt we going to different classes next year...
but no matter wad.. 2E rocks... and it will always be.. =)
thanks for everything you guys have given me...
dun ya realize ?
u all left a footprint in miie heart.. and it can never be erased...

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``[[ fOr au miie best fwenSh... ]]``

ya all really rocks..
thanks for being there for me everytime i need all of ya... really appreciated it...
all of ya.. lorvee yew... i gonna post yr naMes here... dun mind yeaX?
- pAox.. thanks for everything.. esp for tolerating me... and i am not MARIA!!! anw.. -muackies-
- wenX.. yups... it'sh u.. erm.. regrets for the quarrel. i think last tym we too childish le... frens foreva yeAx.. -huGs-
- qi`x.. yO.. thanks for being thr for me all da time... altho i veri "sai"... lolx... -kisshes-
and all others like sFen`x.. jHui`x.. muLin`x.. kLing`x.. cHeryL`x.. jOanna`x... peiyun`x... and all of yah...even if your name isnt here... u're not forgotten!!

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``[[ fOr tHat gUy that i Dun trust animore.. ]]``

heyx... can i know why u did that?
yOu know i really beri sad that u betrayed mi trust so many times...
i felt so hurt, so backstabbed..
"why..."
why did you deny? miie really given up hope... give up this friendship if u want... miie no hold backs...

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``[[ fOr thOse aRe freinds... ina quarrel.. ]]``

be each other's wall for each other to lean on..
trust is so important..
calm down... did u do wrong too? if u did... pls admit..
it will go a longer way..
dun give up a long term friendship for a stupid misunderstanding..
not worth... believe me...
wish u all patch up... =)

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``[[ fOr thOse that are reading this.. ]]``

heyx... lemme know you're here alrites? leave a tagg okiess?
me wanna hear from you... =)
thanks for having time ta read this...

thanks all of ya!! -muackies-